Vulnerable Faith devotional Chapter 4 Part 1

Losing my illusions.

My beautiful girls interrupt me with Papa! With Acadian roots, the French word for dad seems more us. Anyways, I didn't get far today.

The emptiness of the tomb. How deep is that moment and that thought?! Recognizing my own emptiness and asking The Lord to fill me. Humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings and doing the work to be in that place. I re-wrote some of the last line because I was using us/our terms to distance myself from God speaking and challenging ME!

I am so used to my own shit that I wallow in that I am scared of a bath and think I don't really smell that bad. Oh Jesus. Help me.

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Show 42

My wife and I are putting on our first art show. We have each produced 21 5x7 pieces for the show. We are excited. Check it: http://www.facebook.com/CalabreseDesigns

Rememories

My Public School career was from the early 80s to the early 90s. I am just now reckoning with the fact that I am neurodivergent--and have been since I was born. I have spent the past few years going back through my memories to unweave and review some of these times. I do not know where to begin or end. I was bullied every day of school until I hit my growth spurt. That is when I stopped bullying from happening when I could. I hate bullying. I am sure that due to this part of my story, my reaction to some things is not proportional to the actual action. I know I went to school with Mi'kmaq and Wolastokiyik kids but their identity was never acknowledged, certainly not celebrated, and perhaps ridiculed. The thing is, I didn't pay enough attention to really know. I am sorry. I know I didn't do a good job. I am sure I was never a good or safe friend.

The Colonial Gaze in Film: re-wathching Roland Joffé's "The Mission"

I thought I was so smart coming up with this idea after learning about the male gaze several years ago. Let us refresh our minds and re-examine the wiki defining "In feminist theory , the male gaze is the act of depicting women and the world , in the visual arts and in literature , from a masculine, heterosexual perspective that presents and represents women as sexual objects for the pleasure of the heterosexual male viewer." (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Male_gaze. Last accessed July 22, 2021). There is an abundance of quality explanations and explorations on this topic from a variety of points of academic rigour. I personally will be using Mollie Bowman as a guide and model and inspiration. I need direction. Of course I will not be the first one to apply this technique to the ideas of a colonial gaze. This will be the first time that I have re-watched a film while critically reflect...

The Heart Grows

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